Im not myself but im acting like myself. Oke tk phm tkper. But i felt wrong somewhere, i cant figured out where. Im lost and i cant find the way back. And it has nothing to do with byf but just me.
School was great with great people around. They make me too happy that i tend to forget every unwanted thinkings. Too happy makes me too hyper. Tday after school, headed back home and out again at 3.25 for training which was at 3.30pm. Obviously, i was late but i was not punished, that's good. The whole training were all the same. The scorching sun was really shining at me and swear i feel like dropping dead. While the other uniform group were standing straight, no moving, no talking bla3, we ncdcc was like laughing our ass off.After the whole boring plus tiring trainings we had, we make our way to the bubble tea shop and sat around for awhile. Headed home so walked to the bus-stop with Cyril. He forgot his uniform so we make our way back. But its nowhere found. I have no idea where he put it either. I headed home with the others and we went our seperate ways then. Walked home and finally reached... No one's home. Leaving me in hunger and coming home with no takeaway for me at all. boo. I was lazy to cook instant food so i ate the cake in the fridge which was enough to filled me up already.
I figh with 1st sis. She's damn irritating and i mean it. She keep on repeating the same thing over and over again. Nagging like some Mummy's.. Scolding for no good reason. I was studying and she insisted on vacuum-ing the study room when its already 10pm? Asked me to get everything back on place when i was busy. Keep on making the most irritating voice to me. Keep saying like im so lazy to clean the room when i noe mostly the stuffs lying down the room was hers.? Its a long lists but i was darn irritated dat i scream at her. I ask her to keep her mouth shut in such a nice way bt she asked me to shut up instead. I had no choice but to replied her rudely. Like who cares?! She was angry at me.. So was i, mum and dad cos they find her irritating as well. Like duh! But wouldnt want to elaborate more cos now she's like talking to me, FERST? *rolleyes*
Okey so my Art needs a redo thanks to Ms Tasneem. No complains, i just do as told. :) Tmr's Saturday and im having family gathering tmr. After so long, tmr is the day we meet up and gather again. Going to have meals with them. Not sure lunch or dinner. All i noe its at Kintamani Restaurant. Ermm Apollo hotel? *scratchhead* I donnoe where it is bt its at Orchard. Somewhere? Maner2 lahr. I be having fun, surely.
Okey lahr, its too long already. Just gonna stop here and find my mood back, somewhere. Gosh! Wats bothering me so much in the ferst place? boohoo. I be back! Like myself.. soon? Okey hopefully. Byfie, bear with me. Don't worry, my feelings are not changing for you. Never will. Okey i luv u alot and forever will have no doubt in loving u.. No regrets! Does this prove u i still love u? N can u trust me with no doubt at all? pppfftttt.. Done! Nite!
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