Seriously im very bored staying at home and as usual im lazy to go out either. Tell me wat i shud do den? If i sleep, daddy will think im such a useless ass who dont even bother to clean the house or watever a DAUGHTER shud do. Im not in the mood for those. Okey2 im lazy to be honest. *lalala* Im done with all hmwrk EXCEPT Art which im *notinthemood* to do so... Atleast 15 sketches ive done it, so nth to worry about. Cnferm pass! K tats OVER-CONFIDENT! :) I was supposed to meet this supplier to collect my clothes and for *59841674651679614* times, she's been giving me excuses like ''last min, i go out le'', '' CNY mahh, i cannot'' , ''okok we meet up'', '' eh i cannot le'' Tell me when u're free? Totally getting on my nerves. And whenever i asked her to send by post she will nver reply. Dasar pemls! tsktsk. Okey nvm, i make sure i get it by nxt week. Kasi chance ngn CNY kau and alasan tk boleh kau tuu.. Im being patience here atleast. :D
Yesterday, woke up early in the morning to go melawat my Auntie. She passed away on thurs night and its very saddening to hear the story. I wanted to cry bt i hold back my tears though but seriously, i cant hold it any longer so i just cry my hearts out. Last time i saw her, was like when my Mom is in the hospital and she came as she was admitted on the same hospital too. But God loves her more than us here do. Surely, she will be missed. As her house was small and theres alot of ppl so its really crowded, i wanted to see my late Aunt before she was wrap? KK proper word, kapan? Bt dis group of macik2 who just cannot stop gossiping and boasting about their ''precious'' childs is blocking the way. I was feeling hot and stuffy dat time and they are blocking my way, nk ajer aku ckp, nk bbl kluar lahr. Aku nk tgk si arwah. Irritating sia. Bt ofcos i didnt.. Atleast i got my manners with me unlike some ppl. Org meninggal, kau bbl. Pkir org kawin ke pe, ketawe2. Makcik nowadays. Too talkative and doing the wrong things at a wrong timing.
When back home and had my shower. Off to sleep for 4hrs before going for a picnic. Yesyes! Went to East Coast with family and Ofir's family for a wonderful and fun picnic. It was packed bt who cares. Dear went for a picnic to bt he went to Pasir Ris knowing tat East Coast was bloody fulled? tsk. If not da jumpe. Nvm bout it. Eat eat eat and eat till i felt really bloated. Wanted to play with water and sand but suddenly, i have this mentality of drowning so i decided to just play with the kids. haha. Laughing like nobody's bisniss till i have this stomach cramp which is totally killing me. Argh! Soon after its fine and so i continue with the excitement. Waited for Hanis's family to come but in the end, they didnt.. So we went home at around 10 pluss and as soon as i got back home and finished with my shower, i was psp-ing and sadly, it has been returned to Abg Shah tday. So no more playing racing and fighting over ''eh my turn to play now, no my turn!''. tsk.
And btw, i lost my most precious spec. So obviously im blind. Didnt tell Dad bout it cos i noe i be the one dead. So lets just buy new one. Daddy dont even noticed i wore the old spec nowadays so if i buy new one, he wont even noe its new. Eh2 slenge jgak bapak aku. huhu.
I cant wait for chalet!! I shall go cycling, swimming, sauna-ing, bowling and play arcade with cozins and sis. There be barbeque-ing and karoake. haha. Atleast i be stress-free and enjoy myself for the whole three days without putting it a stop. I wonder whose invited to come over. hmm. But yes im looking forwerd for it. :)
I was just thinking back and i realised 2008 isnt a great year to start off with. I mean alot of things tat i considered really not wat i expected to happen, already happened. Mum was admitted to the hospital. Family problems here and there. Close relative pass away despite knowing she is actually supposed to be recovering. And a huge fight with boyfie that makes me wants to give up after, 6mths. And even till now, i feel the same too. idk why. Maybe im not a good enough for byfie though i tried to give my best bt the fight we had recently, was so not my fault. Agree? And all this happened in just 2 mths. Lesser than 2mths infact. Just hopping for a better days ahead.
Im done for now and i guess its too long. But who cares. Now, im patiently waiting for my niece&nephew to come. Especially that BUM! Okey i min Syahkira. Where the hell are they anyway. hmm.. Valentine day or maybe frenship day is coming. Sounds really excited eh. Just remembering back my last valentine... i had. Aww.. its so da basi.. yet i always will remember it. :)
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